antara aq dan dya..

mfmr & naas

kali pertama aq melihat dya..lansung aq pernah perasaan kewujudan dya dlm sek aq..aq knl dya time form 4..1 klaz plak tu..hahahhaahahh...aq btol2 ingat time dya dftr msuk klaz aq..dya bdk bwu..bwu ja aq nak pekena dya..mmbr aq ckp dya tu mmg student kat sek tu..malu gler time tu..hehhheehehehehe...aq dgn pnuh keberanian yg aq ada ..try nak tgur dya..time tu aq mmg nakal..heehhehe..smua bdk klaz aq n ckgu2 pon dh taw prangai aq yg x brpa nak ckup niey..dan perangai tu aq dh bwk skli ke uitmpp niey. .hurmm...aq tny dya knpa x pnh tgk kat sek niey??nak taw dya jwb pa??dya ckp dya x famous mcm imek..bdk klaz aq time form 1-3..aq terkjut gler time tu..aq usha dya pelik...pastu dya senyum ja n blah dri klaz..aq x taw dya g mana..time tu dlm kpala aq ialah aq prlu taw mcm mana dya bole taw aq ska kat imek tu..argh...time tu aq mmg nganga gla2..;)spnjg aqi tu aq dh x tgur dya..aq malu gla...esok tu plak aq g sek awai..x sngka dya pon g sek awai..terkejut aq bla tgk dya da kat dlm klaz smbl ngah tido..dya terkejut bla aq terlanggar meja aq..time aq dh sumph srnah dlm aty..awat lar pg2 niey aq dh kna jmpa mamat sekor niey..dya tgur aq . wish morning..aq pon blas lar.niat d'haty nak blah ja dri ctu..tpi aq x taw nak kuar cmna koz dya da kat depan pintu plak..duk bersandar..aq ingat nak kuar ikot pintu blkg..mslh nya pintu tu jam plak..ishhh..geram gla time tu..aq apa lgi ambik jln slmat lar..duduk kat tmpat aq smbl bca bku sej..pada hal aq pon x taw apa yg aq bca time tu..aq juz doa da lar bdk2 aq mai awai gak ariniey..time aq tgk kat luar aq terpandang dya..n nak taw time tu jugak lar dya tgk aq..argh...aq x taw nak bt pa time tu..aq juz tgk dya pastu aq buat2 tgk kat blkg klaz..aq smpt prasaan mata dya asyik tgk aq ja..aduhai..mamat niey dh gila kot..smggu pastu nak taw dya mnx no aq kat aslina...best frend aq..n dya plak duk sblh aq dlm klaz tu..mlm tu ada owg antar msj..aq x blas koz aq x knl spa dya tu..pastu dya gtaw lar dya yg antr msj..so..time tu aq ingat dya nak tnya pa2 ker sal sek..tgk2 taw x dya tny pa???dya tny nak jdk kwn aq blh x??hahahhahahahahahaahha...kmi x pnh sntuh sal haty & prasaan time tu..pastu msuk form 5..cara dya dh berubah..dya caring gla sal aq..klu aq x mai kolah msti ptg tu dya kol aq..tnya sbb pa x mai kolah..dya baik sgt ngan aq..dya ckap kat aq sbulan b4 spm yg dya cintakan aq..aq ingat dya main2..pastu aq kta lar aq dh da owg len..nak taw apa jdk??bsok tu dya lngsug x ckp,pandng,atau pon wish morning kat aq..time tu bwu aq rasa yang dya serius sal hbungan kmi..yupp....aq trima dya..tpi time tu aq x terlalu da prasan kat dya n kmi break lpas staun kmi bersma..smua nya slh aq..aq x pandai nak nilai cinta dya pada aq..lepas break..kmi still contact..mcm x de pape yg brlaku..pelikkan??masa tu aq bwu prasan yang aq terlalu mencintainya..dya lngsung x pnh mention sal hbgn kmie..aq biar jer...dan nak taw knie..kapel 4 the second time last year...aq rasa bhgia gler time tu..dan aq ingat aq boleh brsma dya smpai bla2..tpi langit x sllunya cerah..laut xsllunya tenang..kmi berpisah 2 ary b4 ayah dya kmbali ke rahmatullah..aq x smpt nak jumpa ayah dya..hubungan kmi pon dh berakhir..smlm aq rindu sgt ngan dya..aq bka ms dya..aq tgk gmbr2 dya..dan aq try miskol dya..n he reply me a msj..short msj...ada apa...aq tny khbar dya,mama,n tok..alhamdullilah smua chat2..aq ckp kat dya aq rindukan dya..dya tny aq x bole lupakan dya lg ke??aq jwp i will never forget u in my life bcoz u are my 1st love..n i love u so much..dya suh aq cri lelaki yg bole jga aq..dya x mmpu nk jga aq..n dya ckp dya adlah bnda plg teruk dlm idup aq..aq pon x phm knpa dya ckp cmtu..pastu dya ckp cinta dya dah beralih kpd org lain..sakitnya aty aq..mlm tu aq x tdo..koz aq nangis..dan nangis...n nangis lagi...knpa dya bt aq mcm niey??aq ckp kat dya klu btol dya x tipu apa yg dya gtaw aq..tell me that u never love me even each tiny dust when we together last time..n he nerver reply it..aq x taw sma da dya tipu aq atau smua tu bnar2 berlaku...aq dh buat kputusan antara aq dan dya dah tamat..and aq hrp aq xkan pernah jmpa dya lgi slps niey..ckup lar apa yg aq rsa slma niey..lgpon aq xnak jdk trouble maker dlm hbgn baru dya skrg..snua hadiah dya aq dh smpn..aq nak buang..tpi aq x kuat untuk bt smua tu..aq akn smpn bnda tu smpai bla2..dan mgkin 1 ari nnty aq akn buang jugak bnda tu..aq jnji pada dri aq bhawa tiada lgi air mata yang mgalir kerana dya..cukup lah smlm tangisan aq untk diri nya..aq cuba untuk lupakan dya..dan aq cuba untuk bnci diri dya sma mcm dya bnci aq skrg niey..maaf sgt2 klu dya tau sal niey..mgkin dgn cara niey aq bole lupakan dya in whole my life..sayonara mfmr..u're my 1st love n i want to delete you in my memory box...thanx 4 the love n your attention to me..smoga awk bahagia dgn dya..dan sya harp awk x kan muncul lg dlm hidup sya..dan sya akan cuba untuk hilangkan diri dlm hidup awk..slmat tinggal kenanganku...

un-break my heart..

UN-BREAK MY HEART...

DON'T LEAVE ME IN ALL THIS PAIN

DON'T LEAVE ME OUT IN THE RAIN

COME BACK AND BRING BACK MY SMILE

COME AND TAKES THESE TEARS AWAY

I NEED YOUR ARMS TO HOLD ME NOW

THE NIGHT ARE SO UNKIND

BRING BACK THOSE NIGHTS WHEN I HELD YOU

BESIDES ME

UN-BREAK MY HEART

SAY YOU'LL LOVE ME AGAIN

UNDO THIS HURT YOU CAUSED

WHEN YOU WALKED OUT THE DOOR

AND WALKED OUTTA MY LIFE

UN-CRY THESE TEARS

I CRIED SO MANY NIGHTS

UN-BREAK MY HEART

MY HEART

TAKE BACK THAT SAD WORD GOOD-BYE

BRING BACK THE JOY TO MY LIFE

DON'T LEAVE ME HERE WITH THESE TEARS

COME AND KISS THIS PAIN AWAY

I CAN'T FORGET THE DAY YOU LEFT

TIME IS SO UNKIND

AND LIFE IS SO CRUEL WITHOUT YOU HERE

BESIDES ME..

UN-BREAK MY HEART..

OOO..BABY..

COME BACK AND SAY YOU LOVE ME

UN-BREAK MY HEART

SWEET DARLING..

WITHOUT YOU I CAN'T GO ON

SAY YOU LOVE..

SAY YOU LOVE..

my sis..kak xera..kak fara..

hazeera hafezah..nur farah zainudin....aqiniey aq nak cita sal kakak2 aq kat uitmpp..kak xera stdy tourism..kak fara plak..senior aq..stdy hm...dua2 part 4 this sem...dpa niey knl time part 1dlu..dpa niey 1 blik dlu..dpa niey mmg close gler..klu x slp duk 1 negeri lg..kira dpa niey best frewnd 4ever ar..aq pon da gak best frewnd yg mcm niey..tpi tu dlu..skunk smua dh berubah..rindu plak msa dlu..give me back my sweet memories!!!!i want it back!!!dpa niey slalu hang up sama2 wlpun msing2 da tugas..tpi they still hve time to go out 2gether..kak fara niey dya da 1 mslh skit..dya x blh tgk org mkn maggie...she hate maggie so much...time aq part1..klu aq,yam,kak xera nak mkn mggie..msti kena bt curi2..takut nnty kna cubit telinga..hahahahah..yam pnh kna cubit dkt lngan...kak xera plak klu pas rayer msti dya bt air dgn lemon...sem lpas dya bt benda alah tu jgk..tpi habis jer 1 jug..trus demam.,..sian akk....kak xera niey x de bf lgi..tpi dya da admire kat sowg mamat niey..tp can't state his name here..t kena marah g mcm aqi2..takut!!!!kak fara plak dya dh da special bf...aq doakan dpa niey bhagia..smpai ke jinjang pelamin..amin...k lar..nak tido jap..t da klaz kul 2 jap g...niey da pics dpa g...enjoy it..

lot of love:-)

brownies gurl..

TAKE YOUR HEART..

you can take my heart for a walk on e beach..

you can take my heart for a little trip..

you can take my heart very close to your heart..

you take my heart forever if u like..

but not every heart belongs to any other..

you n i..

you n i are meant to be..

i'm e 1 for u..

you're e one for me..

you love me as much as i do..

when you look at me and we're skin to skin..

i want you so..

please come in..

and you love me more and more..

and my love grows up wit u..

and you kiss me more n more..

and i kiss you too..

and i kiss you too..

if i take your heart..

i will cherish it everyday..

if i take your heart..

i will heal these old wounds..

i don't care..

i don't care..

if i'm again carried away..

if you swear..

if you swear..

to give me your heart in return..

to give me your heart in return..

salam....smua...

msuk aqiniey dah nak dekat 1 bln aq stdy kat uitmpp utk sem2...mcm2 aq blajr kat cniey...

sem niey aq dpt lgi bnyak mmbr...heheheheh...rmai mmbr best!!!tpi last sem best lg...ridu romates aq...rindu katil aq..rindu meja stdy aq..n rindu bilik air favourite aq...heheheheh...masa 1st week..aq stay kat mutiara..tpi lepas 3rd week..aq msuk baiduri..tasha pon dpat msuk cniey..this week aq msuk group bwu..group d..all gurlz...aq dah berpisah ngan jejaka idaman aq..huhuhuh...aq dok group d dgn tasha,irna,kierah,huda,lily,nad,shiki n yaya ...bole2 jer..this week..mmb koz 1st month kot..hopefully for the next month much more better..hurm...aqiniey aq x blik umah koz smlm abah n mak dah mai kat aq..aq dpt mp3 bwu kot..hehehheeheh...ptg jap g nak kuaq ngan irna...bowink kot dok bilik,...tdi aq dah settle bsuh baju n lipat baju..hurmm..kak ngah dah mgndung kot..dah msuk 5 month..ri2 dya g scan...dr ckp baby boy..hahahhah..x sbr nak jd aunt..nnty baby tu kna pggl aq mak su kot...or mak cik..but aq lbh suka dya pggl mama cik..hahahah..koz nnty ank2 aq bole pggl aq mama..heheheh..gatal lar aq niey..bf pon x dak dh pkr nak kawin..hurm..da ker mak aq suh pggl dya nanny..hahahha..lawak btoi..kak ngah ckp dya nak anak dya pggl mak n abah..tok mak n tok abah...aq ok jer...adik aq yg sowg g tu..nak tukar kolah plak..ish...pening pala aq ngan bdk sowg tu..ok lar..t aq cita g k...have a nice weekend..;)

this week punya cita

assalamualaikum...

skrang nie aq duk sowg2 ja...anis dah balik kl,akak n yam da last paper ptg nie...kelmarin ajar dh blik melaka,tasya blik kuala ketil pastu qinie nana plak blik batu gajah..aq blik bsok.tpi x sure g kol bpa nk tolak.aq blik ngan yam.dlm blik aq da owg bwu..eika..dya tumpng sni k0z blik dya kna kosongkan..sbb mpp shah alam nk mai..so tngkt 3,4,5 dh jd plihan..so depa nie terpksa kuar ar..nana dh berjaya bt blog dya..x sbr nk follow blog tue..ptg nie nk kuaq g jj..nk g mkn2 n jln2...ingt nk bli something utk mak n adik...tpi x taw ar nk bli apa...pening2..hurm...next sem aq msk group bwu..hrp2 smua 1 kpla lar ngan aq..tkut ar..klu x msuk ngan depa....aduhai..mcm2 lar...nek pening pala aq nie...rsa rindu plak kat member2...bln depan plak jmpa blik..dah x sbr nk blik umah...aq nk suh mak msk smua mknan febret aq..hekhekhekeh..msti adik jelez.hahahahahahaha...aqinie pon qmai yg blik...tp ada gak yg blik lewat koz depa join kem biro tatanegara kat kedah..aq x mau join koz nk blik umah cpt..hakhakhakhakhak....cuti sem nie aq dak plan nk keja koz aq cti 4 week jea..x pdn klu nk keja pon..so..aq dok umah tlg mak bt ketupat..mak aq ambik tmphan ktpat wak2 rayer..so sapa2 nk temph bole lar..mak aq jual plg mrh drpd org len..hahahahahah....angah dh msuk 2 bln ngandung...x sbr plak rasanya nk ada ank buah nie..bez nya..aq nk jdik mak cik dh...yeayeayea...hurm...k lar aq nk bt keja ckit..nnty jumpa lg k...

wasalam....

brownies gurl..

new updates

salam...

maaf lah yea..lama aq x update blog..besa lar skunk nie aq tgh final..aq ngah pk sem dpn aq nk stay kt ner??baiduri ke mutiara ke or nr??huhuhuhu..x maw ar dok nr..takut siot..ptg tadi aq kuaq g jj(jaya jusco)aq kuaq ngan roomates n my bzprend..kmie g tgk wayang cita PISAU CUKUR..bez giler..rugi sapa x g tgk..aq ska trademark PANAS!!!!hahahahah...jln cita tue not bad...aku bg 4star..hohohoho...pas tue kmie g mkn kfc..aduh..10sen aku ngan pkerja dya..bengong tul..x taw cmner nak serve customer.. bongok.tul..hurm...geram gila akq bla ingat blik..smlm aq x dpt mkn cheezy wedges...so..alhamdullilah..ptg tdi aq dh dpt mkn..aku ingat nk bli crystal ball tu tdi..tpi x smpat ar..nak ujan plak tu..pas mkn jew tqus kmi blik..besa lar dh blik surenya aku letih..aku tertido..mghrb pon terlepas dorh...heheheheh..kol 8.30 ajar dtg blik aq,,kmie dh jnji nk wat study group htf skali ngan nana..aku bgn tqus mndi..pastu aq pon stdy wlupun hkikatnya lmbt mula..hehehehehehhe..kmi bwu wat 2 chapter..mmpus ar bsok nk cover 9 g chpter..huhuu..men2 ar aq nie..cmner lar nk dpt dekan kn?????semenjak 2 menjk niey..aq slalu tido lmbt..kdg2 tue sbuh bwu tido..huhuhu..x taw ar pa nk jdik..hehehehe..tpi yg beznya..1 blik plak tue..batuk,slesema n skit tekak aq x bek2 g pon..aduhai..cmner nie..masalh2..ssh ar antibodi rendah niey..sng sgt dpt pnykitkan....jelez aku bla tgk org len ssh sgt nk demam..pa lar nsib aq nie..lg 2 aqi lg aq nk blik..hoooooreeeeyyyy...blik umah..balik umah...aq nk suh ma msk smua mskn peveret aq..hohohohohoho..jgn jelez k...klu nk mkn meh ar umah aq..jemput2..bsok aq nk g jmpa en.radzi lg..nk p - mrkah test..k ar..nnty aku cita g pa yg berlaku dlm idup aku k...hepi2 slalu...

salam....

brownies gurl;)